Darling,
ever be the lover that you long for,
doing as you would the other do.
each day each second i still love you,
seeding what that makes one - out of two.
such love of being is the canopy,
under which all things above all shall wedded be.
The sacrifice of time and strength,
of preference and good of deeds,
and of help, but love? may calm
the winds and storm that roil the restless sea.
Everything one does, like dust,
transforms be the light in which we all live.
But happiness, my Dear, is not a gift,
It is within one's power to give.
One can only love, and be
A witness to the life that each,
at last must live alone, for
Well or ill beyond a Lover's reach.
Diena, i hope there still is the light,
in which u brought in not faded but gone.
I still do pray for us.
Cos i still do fucking Love you.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
|| .Loving you. ||
_eilSakhai
let me start.
**I locked my heart
For the precious lived in it.
It is your heart
And now the Bliss I shall create.
Hey,I'm decent
For all that I have done;
And You do know why,
Biting Your lips was no wrong,
But it is some fun! *muuaccks* =P
Now You know
That You're HoT.
Nevermind others,
I know You'd LOVE some shoTs!! =P**
heehee...
*muuuaaacckz*
breathing still...@ 9:09 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
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^diena_**
i'm feelin' terrible.. the work is taking too much toll on me.. i'm tired. shagged. exhausted. nothing is makin' me better..
love u, baby.. needed u here. noe ure busy, myt not be able to call. but it's ok baby.. im doin' fyn juz wonderin myslf why i teared wen u said, "i'll see bout tt, baby. i'll try to call u tonyt."
i'm so sowie baby.. juz plz dun gt wuried.. i'm doin fyn over here coolin myslf dwn
i love u baby.. i missin' u..
-muuaacckzz!-
.diena.
breathing still...@ 9:53 PM
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|| 'THX' to CSA!! ||
-[Diena]-
the second week of holiday is not a holiday ive been goin to school everyday this week! worse, early mornin to late evenin!! thx to CSA.. u make me hate u more! 1st, the sound of your name. then, with your contents. now, i'm to do project on u. tsk! coz of u i'm shagged n sick mentally tired n lack of sleep f**k u!
took time off from the blurdy CSA today - well, last nyt actually went to the SI result show with my sis n kuzzin, eem supporting emilee kang glad, happy n relieved she got into the next round, the top 12 good luck to her... go AMUI!
but still, i can't erase CSA Project out of my mind i hate this feeling worries... wtf!! haizz... let it due soon so i dun hv to think bout tis nimre...
khai..... i need u here... mmuuaaacckkz.
-Diena-
breathing still...@ 2:34 AM
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
|| Holidays.. worries and fun. ||
^Diena__**
1st week of holidays are over. Augh... that was so bloody soon. And there's still a project that is still undone. WTF! it's due when school re-opens - 1 more week! Worries. Heck... it's not life without worries.
And not life without fun. Have to get serious now, after a fun-filled, crazy 170606 with the kuzzins. Chill. Pool. Sleepover. Full of activities.
Now I'm missing you, baby... Haiz... when will I be seeing you again??
MuUaAcKz!!!
-Diena-
breathing still...@ 11:49 PM
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_eilsakhai..
living this head off.. pls.. move.. move i said.. let the beams begin.. \m/
i didnt go to skool tdae cos i was too lazy and that it was kinda a half day..
no class from 3 onwards..so my last lesson tdae will be CMO(T)..wat els can be more boring than this 'tihs'..nvm...skool it is.got no choice...c'mon man.khai..u noe u dislike things..get over with it ur not supposed to be emotional over things..u gotta be controllable..wth am i talking.. -.-..
nvm...jus wanna say...
im srry sweetie..last nite was a nightmare..i dunnoe y...hope u understand me..and yah.hope jane'll understand it too... -.-
AARRGHH!!!!..... grrrrrrrrrrrr...
well....wat the hell...
RELIGION OF STEEL!!!! \m/ kcuf everything else...that means 'eagger' ..bye
EilSakhai DruMetal.. *read between the lines*
breathing still...@ 4:00 PM
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Friday, June 09, 2006
|| shagged ||
*{ Diena_ }*
this week has been mentally tiring. tests tests tests. monday to thursday. friday; today - migraine. ouch! should be enjoying myself today coz my tests are over and the holidays are back. but i had to endure for today. but I'm okay now (don't worry about me, baby). oh yes... i just thought of the projects! shucks! CSA. econs. POM. this is driving me crazy nd this is only the 1st semester. arghh!
but still... thinking of my baby makes my day brighter ...Love You Baby...
-diena-
breathing still...@ 8:02 PM
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
|| haiz.. ||
*{ Diena_ }*
why's there hatred in people? be it to someone.something. one knows nothing is perfect. NOTHING. but yet one can never accept the way life is. it's never what you want. never the way you want it to be. but can't we compromise? it is one thing that one can always do, but never choose to. or choose not to choose. make things best out of it. is it stubborn not to do so? or trying to show some points that one think is right? but the thing is, everything has got its right and wrong. EVERYTHING. be it something good; or bad. haiz... this is the way life always is. isn't it?
just a piece of my mind.
-diena-
breathing still...@ 10:29 PM
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|| hmmz.. ||
-] EilSakhai DruMetal [-
the room's filled with agony sometimes...because why? because u try to sort things out when everybody's going against wat u think...dumb...maybe sumthing to say here...but nvm...nvm..
skool is just a bug in my windshield of life...nevertheless..this is Singapore.. "Education is important,is compulsory"...watever...
pls go...all of u...pls go out and have fun..have recess all day...in the end, if u dun have relevant skills for wat u gonna do in life, ur just gonna lose out...Certificates? thos are tissue papers u guys..use them to wipe ur butt wen u dun get jobs for being educated...get it? nope? nvm...