Sunday, July 30, 2006
|| a Thought in MemoryLane ---+-<3 ||
:_____Khai
If You Love something,
Set it free..
If it comes back - it's yours..
If it doesnt - it never was...
*****
I had it all
But I let it slip away
Couldn't see I treated you wrong
Now I wander around
Feeling down and cold
Trying to believe that you're gone
Love takes time
To heal then you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
Alone
Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Lord I'm needing you now
Tell me how to stop the rain
Tears are falling down endlessly
Love takes time
To heal then you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
Alone
You might say that it's over
You might say that you don't care
You might say you don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do and the feel that you do
Inside
Love takes time
To heal then you're hurting so much
Couldn't see that I was blind
To let you go
I can't escape the pain
Inside
'Cause love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
Alone
*****
Song by Mariah Carey : Love takes time.
breathing still... @ 7:50 PM
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Monday, July 17, 2006
|| At times.. ||
_Khairul
.. l-o-v-e ..
Family
Domestic Relationship
Friends
at times..
lying is the fatal move
at times..
lying is the safest move
Lies..
to my parents
no doubt
a mode that would kill
when truth reveals
Lies..
for a sake
of a friend
for things we planned
on bloodied hearts
it ends
thinking of which
myself to amend
Why..?
to lie
and later
"die"?
with hope for delightful joy
but a only for a short while
enjoying at will it was at first
walking home knowing the worst
and now
awaing a curse.
never lie..
ever..
or cry..
im learning..
and im 17..
die to lie - lie to die
a depth in my being..
..... lies
_khairul** :'(
breathing still... @ 8:26 PM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
|| got an 'A' ||
*diena__*
got an 'A' for presentation.. nyahahha!!
im so happy... =P
coz i need the marks sooo desperately to make up my not-good writing paper few days ago...
hope i'll do well for the report writing as well
really need the pass n get through with this
i NEVER want to repeat the subjects..
missed the Spectculars today..
shucks!
Em sang well today..
improved lots of her so-called chinese diction
CONGRATZ EMILEE KANG!
chiayoh!
hahahaha!!
its okay i missed it...
i'm with my baby...
thanks for being with me darl for being there when i need u...
love you..
muuaacckzz!!
-diena-
breathing still... @ 10:02 PM
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
|| presentation? ||
*diena__*
bored..
missing you baby...
i'm going to have to make a presentation tomorrow
teenage abortion??
and i do not know if i can do it
used to have so much confidence to do things i like
now i don't know why i feel so shy to talk in front of audience...
and audience are my own classmate
oh diena... you're feeling pathetic...
-diena-
breathing still... @ 1:12 AM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
|| o.O ||
_EilSakhai DruMetal
*to free or not to free*
:'( baby..
dun feel bad..i had a spoilt weekend..
with u that i needed..the time to spend..
feeling disappointed..things ran out of plan..
with u that i needed..the time to spend..
:'( sweetheart..
no,it's not ur fault..that it turned out bad for me..
not that i wanted it..and not to call it misery..
but it was as bad..bcos u,that i badly need..
and not to forget..not to call this misery..
:( honey..
though the weekend's ending in 3 hours..
but this feeling still on my nerves..
Baby, pls help me..
I just need to sleep now;
in ur bed of Flowers..
:) darling..
im doing my best..
and im gonna need ur smile..
in my heart..
ur beauty beguiles..
u make me smile..
Loving you always..
*khai..
breathing still... @ 8:40 PM
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|| khai!!! ||
*diena__*
hey...
my man, my hero, my baby
darling, sweetheart, honey
update the blog!!!
why is it always ME who updates it??
readers are getting bored of only me updating...
your turn lei...
not fair know like this...
muuaacckzz!!
still must write know...
-diena-
breathing still... @ 1:26 AM
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|| ..my uncle's wedding.. ||
*diena__*
juz got back from my uncle's wedding
a lucky year for our family this year i guess
2 weddings in the same year
my bro's and my uncle's
my sister's...
hopefully next year
i've always hope hers would come by
i wonder why myself
last time when we still live under one roof,
i always wanted her to get married so i could have the room all to myself
now that she no longer live with us
and the room is all mine..haha!
i still have the anxiousness of her getting married
weird huh?
wedding wedding wedding...
whatver!
more importantly is how i spent my day
at the wedding...
family affair...
well... more like...
THE cousin's affair
we had a great night setting people up
playing pranks on them
nyaaahaahahaha!!
evil huh? mean? hell yeah!
what we did? that's our little secret...
nyaaahaahahaha!!
karaoke nite!!
sang some songs.. like duh!
what else i'm supposed to say..
in the afternoon at the new aunt's place
the food was awesome!!!
sorry the food is what i really thought of first when it comes to this topic
our new aunt is sweet...
i really think i am going to like her...
oh teddy!
hahahhaha!!
it's a cousin thing...
well...
tomorrow..later actually
there'll be a wedding at our place in Serangoon
relatives and friends from our side will be visiting the newlyweds
hope that everything'll go on smoothly and quickly(coz i'm tired)
but i really want to enjoy it of course
shucks! i'm going to miss the 3rd placing match today
grrrr!!!
i really need to sleep coz of tomorrow
damned!
baby, u watching the match??
anyone anyone...
tag us on the scores,ya?
thanks!
-diena-
breathing still... @ 1:07 AM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
|| teenagers like us today.. ||
<[ - diena - ]>
i had my POM lecture this evening..
and what happened today got into my thought
got me pondering about
why teenagers like us today find it hard
to just pay some respect to an elderly?
the lecturer is old
yes, he may be long-winded
yes, all of us wants the lecture to end very quickly
so do i
but why do i find it hard for us to just sit quiet
listen to him; show respect?
i'm not saying i'm good
i'm never perfect either
just got thinking where is our sense
sense of being considerate
a feeling of disappointment got into me
when this got me pondering in my mind
but what is there that i can do?
but just hoping that humanity shows up in every single one of us..
-diena-
breathing still... @ 12:17 AM
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