Darling,
ever be the lover that you long for,
doing as you would the other do.
each day each second i still love you,
seeding what that makes one - out of two.
such love of being is the canopy,
under which all things above all shall wedded be.
The sacrifice of time and strength,
of preference and good of deeds,
and of help, but love? may calm
the winds and storm that roil the restless sea.
Everything one does, like dust,
transforms be the light in which we all live.
But happiness, my Dear, is not a gift,
It is within one's power to give.
One can only love, and be
A witness to the life that each,
at last must live alone, for
Well or ill beyond a Lover's reach.
Diena, i hope there still is the light,
in which u brought in not faded but gone.
I still do pray for us.
Cos i still do fucking Love you.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
|| Diena.. ||
" Well all I really wanna do is love you. A kind much closer than friends use. But I still can't say it after all we've been through. And all I really want to do is to feel you. "
And Diena you know.. if u meant tat, for me? all i wanna do is feel it too.. I still do, baby.
" waiting for e day tat i'll call u, 'Love'.. "
one thought. if u knew my sacrifices, and appreciate my love, we'd still be together. I want a healthy relationship, b.. my last effort was to sign a 10year bond in the SAF. but i didnt get full approval. and somehow it posed as if im worthless. tell me, baby, u didnt leave me for nothing, honestly.. pretty much as me n u are maturing, u talked about marriage, something way far beyond time which we can use to build our home for. 25? 26? 27? i ORD wen im 21. i failed to assure u wen my bond didnt get full approval, if u realised. not tat i didnt try, b.. it was my good deed to me. to my family at least. and further: us.. but..... nothing gained : and i lost my deepest love. Diena. I love you, if you need to noe. so deep my love is, i cant bear when u left me hanging jus like tat. and for wat?...
till the day, i'll call u 'Love' again - till forever. *hugs and kisses for you, Diena*