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Eilsakhai 'khAi' DruMetal
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Combat Medic
Percussionist - Drummer
recuperating heartbreak
relish.
smile and beguile
growing old with her
Lamborghini Reventon
.dilemma.
Diena
Wishlist
SAF: serve and fuck off
modelling career
PI
Subaru Impreza WRX STI 2.5
drumset
whole new wardrobe
shirts
shirts: Raoul
pants, jeans, trousers, bermudas, shorts
wallet
shoes
sandals
watch
watch: TagHeuer - Microtimer
belts
belts: tough
eyewear
eyewear: Oakley - Romeo 2.0
ignorance is failure.
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January 2009
why i cry
Darling,
ever be the lover that you long for,
doing as you would the other do.
each day each second i still love you,
seeding what that makes one - out of two.
such love of being is the canopy,
under which all things above all shall wedded be.
The sacrifice of time and strength,
of preference and good of deeds,
and of help, but love? may calm
the winds and storm that roil the restless sea.
Everything one does, like dust,
transforms be the light in which we all live.
But happiness, my Dear, is not a gift,
It is within one's power to give.
One can only love, and be
A witness to the life that each,
at last must live alone, for
Well or ill beyond a
Diena, i hope there still is the light, in which u brought in not faded but gone. I still do pray for us. Cos i still do fucking Love you.
|| wooooh.. ||
had an outing with the girlfrens..
hehe.. haha..
and there was me, suzy, katie and zurin. it was great..
we went makan at teh tarik.. and it was my treat..
well... it was great.. yes i said it alr.. it was fun..
we shared alot.. me n suzy we can relate much cos of wat we're goin thru..
and it helps.. the girlfrens are jus great la.. im so looking forward to another outing..
i am noe! =D
well then im here.
alone yet dying to love her.
ur gone for the moment,
but,
Diena, i wish u are here.
it was full moon,
but i had no joy to steer,
no love to share,
and all i need was,
Diena, i wish u were there.
the lonely nights i had to bear.
on my bed, missing u and i would tear.
i prayed for all these to clear,
and for you,
Diena, to be here.
everytime i feel and think of you,
i never think i ever wanna leave you.
i pray and hope tat wat i wish will come true;
and tat is,
Diena, i wanna love you.
i fell to my knees,
i fell on my face.
Girl dont leave me;
it is us tat i want to embrace.
Diena... I love you.
I belive i still do.
And i miss you.
Please.
My heart longs for yours.
For the warmth tat we used to share.
come back, please..
i need you..
breathing still... @ 2:45 PM
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