__khAi *
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Eilsakhai 'khAi' DruMetal
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Combat Medic
Percussionist - Drummer
recuperating heartbreak
relish.
smile and beguile
growing old with her
Lamborghini Reventon
.dilemma.
Diena
Wishlist
SAF: serve and fuck off
modelling career
PI
Subaru Impreza WRX STI 2.5
drumset
whole new wardrobe
shirts
shirts: Raoul
pants, jeans, trousers, bermudas, shorts
wallet
shoes
sandals
watch
watch: TagHeuer - Microtimer
belts
belts: tough
eyewear
eyewear: Oakley - Romeo 2.0
ignorance is failure.
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why i cry
Darling,
ever be the lover that you long for,
doing as you would the other do.
each day each second i still love you,
seeding what that makes one - out of two.
such love of being is the canopy,
under which all things above all shall wedded be.
The sacrifice of time and strength,
of preference and good of deeds,
and of help, but love? may calm
the winds and storm that roil the restless sea.
Everything one does, like dust,
transforms be the light in which we all live.
But happiness, my Dear, is not a gift,
It is within one's power to give.
One can only love, and be
A witness to the life that each,
at last must live alone, for
Well or ill beyond a
Diena, i hope there still is the light, in which u brought in not faded but gone. I still do pray for us. Cos i still do fucking Love you.
|| afterlife. a song ||
i gave u my hand but realise tat u just wanna say goodbye.
i dun understand that u had to leave and carry on from there.
leaving me on my own.
still,
always i thought, give me that chance to be that person i wanna be.
broken, i dun wanna be. but You, God, have to give me that frenetic cadence.
all mauled i am, but i dun wanna be. so this bile that glitch in me shall perpetually vanish.
then i dont wanna belong here, cos im moving on now, dear. escape from this afterlife.
cause this time im right to move on and on, far away from u.
fuck that that im against you but SURELY I'LL MISS YOU.
this place filled with melancholy and malady, peace and light.
still i hope you might,
take me back inside,
when the time is right.
i laugh at the subject that i miss you. when my heart is filled with lies and seduction.
but this morbid episode, i want you to foresee. mayb those recesses in your heart might fill me in again.
haha.
crap sia, khAi.
sometimes u gotta learn that compassionate leads to ur grave.
so, so long, motherfucka!
*sometimes i hope u die, bitch.
he he hee. so, babies... whyy soo serious...?*
crap sia, khAi.
sometimes u gotta learn that compassionate leads to ur grave.
so, so long, motherfucka!
*sometimes i hope u die, bitch.
he he hee. so, babies... whyy soo serious...?*
breathing still... @ 5:33 PM
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